Sometimes in the latest hours
When sleep has been denied by the midnight sun
I find my mind enamored by nullity
Tantalizing the unfettering, unending pitch
Which swallows light in some craving from within
I wander to stand at the edge of it, to bear into a scenic night time
Where in an empty lane a streetlamp stands alone
Creating an undisturbed cone of luminosity
Defined by the blurring edge of darkness
So that those underneath the bright lamp
Get to embrace it’s artificial warmth
And cannot see into the surrounding abyss
With exposure only a mere step or so away
I cherish such absence of awareness,
For it harkens of childhood ignorance of the world’s ways
That unknown knowledge of that which lies beyond
The comfort and safety that lies beneath the lamp light
Often times, I feel I might be within that light
Yet in these aging, strange hours of life
With all the anguish in my heart
I know that I am in that darkness
Looking into the cast circle
Looking at the eyes of the unconsumed
Knowing – this mere line of distinction
Is all that separates our generation
